Black & white

Behind
this innocent smile of mine
lay words left unsaid
words of longing , love , anger and hate
all repeated inside my head.

I saw your smile again today;
i know it's been awhile and
i was reminded why
i could never forget that smile

Just because you keep something a secret
doesn't mean it never happened,
no matter how much you want that to be true.

I think that the only reason why people
hold onto memories so tight for so long
is because memories are the only things
that don't change when everything else does.

Take chances
because it's better to cross the line
and suffer the consequences than to
stare at that line for the rest of your life.

If it really didn't matter,
you wouldnt spend so much
time thinking about it.

It's hard when you shouldn't hold on
but your too inlove to let go.

There's just something about you
i'm scared to lose because
i know i wont find it in anyone else

Be mad for as long as you can,
cause once you stop it hurts like hell

The truley painful good byes
are the ones that are
never said and never explained

It seems when you want someone,
they dont want you.
And when someone wants you
You don't want them.
And when you both want eachother
something has to come and mess it up

We fear rejection
want attention
crave affection
and dream of perfection

hey xanga , haven't been on in a long while !

im not sure if i want to get back into quoting.

So let's have a vote,

staay or gooo ?

xo.

sometimes it takes being away from someone for awhile to realize how much you really need them in your life

do i have to spell it out for you , or scream it in your face , the chemistry between us could destory this place

maybe i'm not supposed to be over him . I mean look at how many times i've tried maybe tthere's a reason it's not working

Sometimes you have to make a big mistake
to figure out how to make things right.
the stakes may be painful, but they're the
only way to find out who you really are.

You gave me the sun and I gave you the light
Give me the moon, I'll give you the night.
I'd do for you what you'd do for me
You can ask for anything.

I can love you like no one can; I can be your superman. Just take my hand let's fly away, I promise I'll be there every day. Just close your eyes let's start to fly, I'm gonna love you until I die. Until the day of my death, to my very last breath I'm gonna love you when no one's left.

I don't miss him. I just miss who I thought he was.

You can always say sorry, but the real apology is when you hear the sadness in his voice and see the look in his eyes. And you realize that he has hurt himself just as much.

the two best times to keep your mouth shut
are when you're swimming & when you're angry.

I laugh at silly movies, & I`m stubborn as a stone, Yeah, I criticize my body, I wonder if I`m ready to ever be alone, I`m just like everybody else, yes I cry just like everybody else, I don`t know what you believe, What you think or what you see, But this is a part of me.

everything is easier when you say it in your head,
but when you have to say it out loud,
it’s 100 times harder

i had faith in you , faith no one ever had in you before. Now i understand why i was the first, and most likely the last.   emotionallyxhurt                 (written by me )

I am a tragedyin the making.
So, break my heart and show me how its done.

If you cant see the bright side in life, polish the dull side.

i'm longing for words to describe how i'm feeling.

Life is random, sometimes it's tragic and totally messed up but there is one thing that makes all the drama and tears worth while, if you're lucky enough to find someone you love, who loves you back..
it's a gift.
- Degrassi<3

I've made some mistakes I can never rewind.
I've got something else that I need to release.
I've got some excuses that you'll never believe.

We accept the love we think we deserve."

One night the moon asked me, "Why don't
you leave this one if he makes you cry?" I
looked back && said, "Why don't you ever
leave your sky?"

She stares at herself in the mirror. She doesn't
notice how gorgeous she is ; ; she doesn't give
herself credit for being such a great person, a
wonderful friend, a great listener, && she helps
all her friends that need it, even when it's a bad
time for her. He doesn't see her beauty, and now
neither does she.

Can't you see it? She loves you, more than you could imagine.
It's in her eyes, it's in her voice, it's in her smile.
She's so different when you're around, so much happier.

you can't describe the feeling to anyone..
not even your best friends. because the rush
that you get around him is more than
anyone could ever explain.

I'm not afraid of the gun in my hand I'm not afraid of dying.
I'm just afraid of the pain it will bring seeing my best friend crying

You gotta take some chances;
you gotta risk it all;
you gotta close your eyes and jump..
cause it might be worth the fall.

I haven't been posting much , so starting monday i'm going to try and accomplish my goal.   & i really need subscribers, thanks to all who subscribed.  FEED BACK WOULD BE LOVELY ! (;    If i repeat the same quote i'm sorry, long story short i write in a note book, and it's full and i just take the quotes from whatever page, and don't keep track.      

Maybe it's true, maybe we don't know what we have until we've lost it
but maybe we don't know what were missing until we find it.

there's someone in her past that she hasn't gotten over yet
Each day is like the last and she misses what she can't forget
it's just an empty space where something used to be.
Now she guards the gate but she's lost the key
So no one enters but no one leaves

nothing feels right when im not with you

second chances don't matter; people never change

one day you're going to wake up
and realize how much you care about her
but when that day comes
she'll be waking up
besides the guy that already knew

she's addicted to the song lyrics that spill her heart out for her.

never ignore a gut feeling , but never think it's enough.

& sometimes i put myself in danger just to see who cares enough to save me.

I thought if i pretended to be over you i would be

 No matter how hard i try,  i just can't bring myself to say good bye to you..

You think you want to die but in reality you want to be saved.

The cracks in concrete are just
constant reminders you fall apart
no matter how strong you are.

I'm the perfect disaster , you can't stop me.

he whispered to her,
" the only way i could possibly hurt you is by holding your hand to tight "

if i hadn't met you i wouldn't like you, if i didn't like you i wouldn't love you, if i didn't love you i wouldn't miss you but i did i do and i will .

You win or you lose something either way the sun comes up in the morning.

i wish you were here
but your there
and there doesn't know how lucky it is.

Sometimes we know we shouldn't and thats exactly why we do.

 This is where i want to be ; right here with you , always.

I'll tear down the stars and i'll give them to you. They're not as pretty as your eyes but i guess it wil have to do.

I want to be more then just exist.

Please don't ever think you're not good enough,
because to someone out there , you are.

I've fallen for him .
I just hope he's going to
be there to catch me.

tell them to look up
and remeber the stars.

Never forget yesterday
but always live for today
because you never know
what tomorrow can bring
or what it can take away

I used to have everything
until i lost you.

everything i know about breaking hearts
i learned from you.
 

i can't help myself.
It's you who i want,

you either
love or never did

whats ment to be
will find its way

You call me a slut , like it's actually true
Sorry skank i'm not youuuuuuuuuuu.

it's alot easier to say your angry
then admit why your hurt.

I never think about you,
your always on my mind.

It hurts to want everything
and nothing at the same time.

You never leave my mind,
 even when  i have a million other things to worry about

Everything happens for a reason
the hard part is finding
what the reason is.

every choice will have it's
consequence tomorrow

it's not up to me anymore
if you want me in your life
you'll find a way to put me there.

never miss anyone from your past theres a reason
they didn't make your future

i've been broken before,
i know what it feels like to see
something funny and not laugh

don't leave when i push you away
thats when i need you most.

In three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life ; it goes on.

don't risk anything youre not willing to lose.